My insecurities could eat me alive

I'm sorry for nights like these, when i ponder way too much and then end up putting myself in a bad mood.
But. I'm even sorrier for thinking that...... I'm not the only one in your heart.
It's funny because one minute I'm so bloody sure I am, and then the next i get paranoid as hell, thinking that I'm not.
I know I shouldn't feel this way, but I really can't help it.....

how?










In the meantime ............
slapping self, is in progress.