For you

So lately I've been thinking quite a bit and I won't deny that because of that incident, things between us have definitely changed though I don't really understand why such a big change. I need you to know that I'm not blaming you, never did and I'm in fact, fine now. Confusing huh? But it's the truth. Maybe because I'm used to experiences like that thus I'm easily appeased. Hmm, I don't know if you have realized, but I've been trying so bloody hard to work things out, in hope that we'll be good again. Maybe I'm just being paranoid but what you're signaling to me is that you don't really give a damn and that things between us will never be able to go back to how it was like in the past. I definitely hope that this isn't real. I know of course, we can't pretend that things did not happen, but I really wish for you to talk to me like how you would before because I'm over it. By the way, I read this from somewhere online and it hit me really hard. "Forgive to Forget. Forget to forgive." It makes, a million full of sense. And I guess at the end of the day, we should just take this incident as a test to our friendship and hopefully things will turn out fine.
Sorry if you feel that I had been harsh to you in someway or another...

P.S I hope you know that this is for you.