Thursday, April 22, 2010

She outcasted herself from other passengers on board and sat at the corner, only concentrating on the songs playing on her iPod. She lie against the window and watch how each and every raindrop distinctively stream down the pane. It was raining cats and dogs, the weather was so soothing, so it all explains how calm she was. The next song started playing. It was Honor Society-Where Are You Now, and a sudden thought of him pops up in her mind. She miss him so dearly. Yet she couldn't do anything to see him again. Very upset, she skipped the song to shake off the nostalgic feeling. As the bus continue to slowly move to the destination, she paid full attention to only her songs.... After a good half hour ride, she alighted at her destination, and someone, caught her eye. It was...him. It really was him, sitting down playing with his iPhone. She could not help it but giggled on the spot. She was forced into a mix of emotions. She was excited but scared, shy but dying to exchange smiles with him... It was simply too coincidental to be true. She looked away immediately, when she realised she had attracted unwanted stares from other people. Though on the inside, she does not care a bit. She only saw him and herself at the bus stop. Nobody else. Satisfied, she sat at the other end from where he was sitting. She tried to peek, but it was too obvious. She looked into reflections just to see him, yet he manage to catch her eyes. She could not hide her feelings. It felt just too ... good. Soon after their bus came, and as she board the bus first, he followed just close behind. 2 girls separated them from standing beside each other. She was looking down all the time. Too shy to anyway. She could not bear to look at his face. It was too gorgeous she could have died instantly. Looking into his eyes would be a fatal suicide. Till the next stop, she never looked up. The 2 girls in between alighted then. He walked towards her and stood beside. It was probably less than 15cm distance in between. Her heart skipped a beat as she tried hard to stay cool. She tried not to smile, but failed. She was insane on the inside, she did not know how to react. He was standing so close to her... Unexpectedly, the bus jerked, and he accidentally brushed his arms against hers. And she could feel sparks. She was exhilarated.. She giggled while he ruffled through his hair awkwardly as he looked at her and apologise. She shook her head with her jaws dropped. She was shock to hear him talking to her. And then he revealed an awkward but his signature million dollar smile. She melted, like how cheese will when heated. However, that nirvana for her lasted for a short period of time. It was only about 10 minutes, but she feel like she can die in peace already. He alighted soon after. She turn away though, she did not like the view of his back. So she fell into her own world and ponders, smiling like a retard during the rest of the journey. It was only then that slapped her hard on the face, to know that it was not just any simple crush, she was practically head over heels in love with that man.



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