Haven't been up to anything lately. Life has been mundane but peaceful. I'm over the very very bad nights i had last week. I'm so glad it's over. Seriously, crying, isn't my thing at all. Hmm. Everyday's pretty routined. I wake up at 12, have brunch, watch the television, surf the net, take a nap, have dinner, surf the net and sleep at 3. It's unhealthy, i know that. It's amazing how my complexion improved thanks to the sufficient sleep after the exams period, but because i'm sleeping really late, my eye bags are getting very bad. And i hate it that i'm so tanned damn it. I want to look mix or chinese please.
i am not racist and i mean no offence but i had enough with people saying i look Malay. It is annoying because I am not, and i'm sick of explaining that my mother is Indonesian CHINESE and i don't understand why i look non-chinese. This sucks, big time. I need to be fair, fair, fair.
For the first time in my life, I'm actually concerned with how dark I am. Spamming sun block everytime i leave the house, even for a jog -.- but yes, this is how serious i am when i say i want to be fairer. And i've pleaded with my mum to buy me Shishedo's Whitening Package, I know it's expensive but i heard it works wonder. I want to see myself as fair as Cheryl
Bye
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