you make life a bitch for me

I know I haven’t been updating again but this time, projekz are really taking a toll on me, and my body clock is fucking screwed. I know I can choose to finish it earlier but oh well, the last-minute-gene is in me. Thank god we’re done and over with this semester’s projects. Say hello to 8 hours/day sleep again! I was out with Cheryl a few days back and retail therapy is forever the best kind of therapy in the world. My only shopping loot that day was a dress that I very much like! But it was fun shopping with my favorite girl, everything feels so relaxed and real. Hehe I cannot wait for manicure and pedicure (though I just painted my toenailzzz-.-) Hmm. Monday was really good we went for school for nothing if self-dismissal is counted. >After I got to meet my baby boy and it was a really simple but good afternoon spent with him. He never fails to make me feel so comfortable with myself. I love that afternoon because he was really sweet!!! Super rare moments y’knw! Hehe and then it was today which was hell for me because my parents found out about our relationship again. It was pretty much fucked up you see you never understand how they can actually make the biggest deal out of nothing. Seriously, it’s not like I’m pregnant or I’m on drugs but they’re acting like I commited these crimes. YOU GET WHAT I MEAN? Sometimes I hate my family a lot. I hate how they turn me into someone that is always running on thin ice almost all my life. Seriously have you ever felt fucking stress when you are on your way home? I always feel very vexed and stressed when I head home which is not a “home” in that sense. Yes there can be very happy moments but I really cannot stand it when my parents’ thinking is super conservative. I hate my life today. Thank god for bella and my 3 girls in school plus my eyecandy(LOL) if not I wouldn’t have survive today. Sometimes, I wish she just shoot me. I abhor going through the SAME "lectures" for years over and over again. Ugh. Today is the worst day of 2010 so far. You can fml upside down. TYVM.