i feel that my parents are really too conservative that it pisses me off. you do not threaten a kid while teaching a value. I really am going insane. can you imagine, when i'm like at the stressful exam period, they had to add on about phone bills that they have lectured about 30 times? Seriously? It's the same sentences, same words, same everything. I'm already fucked up enough about my papers they had to add on. And then they spoil my mood. And i lost the mood to study. And i just want to sleep.
it's not like i did something terribly wrong. what's more they repeated about the matter like gazillion times.
why must they do this to me?
plus the problem is with singtel and not me, every motherfucker thing is deducted already so i didn't incur any unnecessary expenses!!
And when i bloody grit my teeth, it obviously shows that i'm trying my best not to talk back or flare up. You didn't have to hit me for that. Every fucking body have feelings. And only the morons hide like 100% of the feelings. I was upset, angry, and very much fucked up and you can't expect me to smile at you right?
Seriously, sometimes i want to move out. Rent the hostel, stay alone, work for my own expenses, and free myself from all these rubbish at home.
fuck. my. life. totally.
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