Sorry, i know i am a loser.

What was your favorite book as a child?

animal farm...lol

Ask me anything. Really, anything.

How do you get through Mondays?

Mondays aren't that bad when I'm still schooling....... I guess I would probably complain and slit wrists and bang wall and punch self till I die if I was still doing my internshit...... hahahaha it's that bad.

Ask me anything. Really, anything.

She was my good friend too, just so you know. How was I supposed to give up my friendship with her overnight?

And. I didn't say you can't talk to her.

Just talk to her if she makes you happier.

No feelings attached, for mine.

If you ask me, I'd say that there is absolutely nothing for you to be worried or upset about..... because we're just friends.

Well you see, the difference is........ you liked her before, I didn't.
In fact, you liked us both the same time. Just that I was the luckier one, you chose me.
Yes I get all insecure and annoying and stupid all the time.......
But it's not like I can stop these questions in my head... (Sorry)
What if you still like her? What if you still think about her? What if I was your second choice all along? What if......... all these motherfucking what ifs.....

I wouldn't know, right?

Aiya. This is stupid. Hate this feeling.
Hurhur... Clearly one redundant post. Oh well
I guess what I'm trying to say is.... you can't compare like that because things.are.different.

Here we go again....

Wow, can you believe this? 2011 is officially over.....(the fuck?!) Still can't get over how time flies! Hmm though it has been a helluva ride, I would say that 2011 has been good to me. Thankful for everything and everyone around. Hopefully, 2012 stays the same or gets better AND AND AND crossing fingers that the mayans' predictions aren't right! I don't want to die at 20 laaaaa ok

Lol, some chapters of 2011.......

1. I'm sure everyone already know about this. Yes I broke up with B.... In a nutshell, we just weren't happy together anymore. And I'm sure my decision was for the better :)

2. On 14 May, I actually lost a friend, forever. That silly girl, dearly missed.

3. Four monthssssss of internshit. Ok it wasn't that bad. Just.. not the kind of thing I want to do yet haha

And to the better times....

4. My 19th birthday party was a blast and I'm grateful that almost all my favorite people turned up hehe

5. Justin Bieber live in Singapore, duh!!!!!!!!!



LAST BUT NOT LEAST.........

6. The best part that I'm super thankful for of 2011? I fell for my best friend, and she loved me back :') It was difficult and awkward initially because we're best buds and it wasn't right to feel that way for her? But I can't help it. It just happen. I did try hard to forgo the feelings, nope, didn't work. It was so tough. Things were already changing. But I'm glad I held on. I'd say the chase wasn't easy. It actually hurt but there were definitely ups too. Still...no doubt, she's worth the pain, worth the wait. She's worth it all. They say forget the risk, and take the fall. I'm glad we did it! No regrets, just love

May 2012 rock my socks and yours.

Happy new year bitches!!!!