Sunday, July 31, 2011

stop it. stop whatever you are doing to me. stop telling me about this. stop telling me about that. obviously you don't know how much it kills me inside having to pretend that I'm cool with it, when I really am not. it hurts. it hurts like a bitch and you need to stop it. i hate it. i hate you. i mean it. why the fuck did you steal my heart, then left me hanging on to something non existent.... well.... maybe sometimes it did felt like something special was happening BUT.. NO, let's face it. Reality. Nothing started, and probably nothing ever will. This is all part of my own bittersweet wishful thinking. Sigh, such a terrible timing to fall in love. But what's worse? I fell for you

Mehhh, i hate myself

(Redundant post but whatever, needed this off my chest anyways)
All I want is one chance, one kiss, one night to show you what you mean to me, one chance to spend the day with you and to show you how we’re so alike. One kiss to prove we’re more than just friends and one night to hold you tight.
Twice a year in Manhattan, New York, for about 20 minutes, the sunset aligns precisely with the city’s street grid to simultaneously illuminate both the north and south sides of every cross street.

BIGBANGISLOVE

Saturday, July 30, 2011

Thursday, July 14, 2011

1. Three things I want to say to three different people
x: as much as i hate to say this, i can't deny that i fell for you
y: i'm sorry
z: why
2. One of my insecurities.
Us
3. What turns me on.
A million dollar smile
4. One of my bad habits.
Not punctual enough haha
5. Who I wish I could be.
Her.... Selena Gomez
6. Where I want to be right now.
Your arms (they never felt so comfortable before)
7. The last thing I ate.
Meepok, yums
8. Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately.
Justin Bieber
9. What song I’m currently listening to.
Augustana - Counting Stars
10. The last time I cried and why.
24 hours ago, over the loss of my earphones
11. Something I’m excited about.
Durians! Harry Potter!!!
12. Three things I want right now.
1 - Getaway
2 - You
3 - Still you

Wednesday, July 13, 2011


Till you're back in my arms, I'll be waiting up counting the stars

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

maybe i should start writing again...