Wednesday, October 27, 2010

"I wanted to lie down so badly next to her on the couch, to wrap my arms around her and sleep. Not fuck, like in those movies. Not even have sex. Just sleep together, in the most innocent sense of phrase. But I lacked the courage and she had a girlfriend and I was gawky and she was gorgeous and I was hopelessly boring and she was endlessly fascinating. So I walked back to my room and collapsed on the bottom bunk thinking that if people were rain, i was drizzle and she was hurricane." - John Green

Monday, October 25, 2010

Well, school's in and I'm really not in the mood for it. The past holidays had been one of the best i ever had, despite the fact that I did not work at all. My timetable is crap, it ends so late every single day with so many bloody long breaks in between, not cool. I think I really need something thrilling to happen to me. Like maybe driving a bike without any crash course nor license. Life's such a bore.


P.S Colorful? I actually meant it.

Monday, October 18, 2010

fucking similar to what i'm feeling now sigh

on the verge of breaking down

I don't know what's up with myself lately. My mood is so bloody temperamental and i'm really tired of feeling upset over nothing. It sucks that I think too much sometimes and it sucks even more when I can't do anything about it. I wish I had the courage to pour out everything I'm feeling to someone, be it good or bad. But i can't, I'm not brave enough. How nice it'll be if i need not deal with this congested mind of mine with thoughts of you. If only, life'll be so much easier. Sigh

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Meet my second boyfriend






Spoiler alert if you're catching the same drama



favoritestestestestestestestestestestestest scene despite all the cheesy lines,
i'm hyperventilating

Monday, October 11, 2010

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Saturday, October 2, 2010