i know i always say this but really, TGIF

(taken a few weeks back...)
today's a tiring day i don't know. I was damn satisfied with our DBIS assignment because the booklet that we came up with was damn thickkkkk. okay it was thick because the dump file portion took up like 10 pages/person but still it makes people feel good right, holding on to a thick booklet that you made yourself!! Ignore if you do not understand by the way. Hmm. Accounting was the period when i got most fucked up because i feel like i can do so much better yet i am not putting in any effort. major fml. After which we stayed back to attempt to complete our Zen-Cart but MY attempt pretty much failed in the hands of the online world. ZAMMIT. I left the school about 1930 and my bus ride home was awful because the fan was directed at me and for some reason i was afraid that i'll fall so i didn't adjust it. I freezed the ride home. It felt terrible. AND AND my cough is getting worse as well. It's ridiculous! I mean have you ever cough till you get yourself a headache? i did today and damn how i hate this. Plus my cough is an annoyance not only in my life, in my friends' lives as well. sigh... life's a bitch.





On a side note, I finally applied for a job today. Hehehehehe cannot wait to earn bling$$bling$$
hiak hiak hiak

i will do this plus my navel in my holidays!!

I want nothing more than to be pushed up against a wall and kissed by you

the power to possess

they may be the cutest funniest little things in the world, but i simply abhor them.
i can burn them in fire.

major achievement: Complete DBIS Completely

what we do best in class

I am freaking exhilarated because the unexpected happened today! I swear i plan to only complete the second part of the project (Inserting Data) and give up on the rest. But because Keagan was freakin generous he offered to help and when i say help it is major help! He shall be the benefactor of my life today. If you ever see this keagan, thanks a million!!! I can not express my gratitude seriously it is too overwhelming already. Hmm. The lessons today didn't feel like lessons i couldn't recall myself concentrating at any period.. this really stinks. The after-school passed incredibly fast. I can only remember us running up and down of IT School, looking for labs that are available for use and finally settled for one and I stayed in school working on my project from approximately 3.30 to 9 with the aid of Keagan of course! I better pass, if not i'll be letting him down.
three fucking projects down. i am left with 2. let's conquer this together!!!!

ugh. i wonder how the boyslikegirls concert was like.
and tomorrow ft.island fan meeting...........

sighs i hate projects.

my throat bloody got worse today ):

i was late for school today. not a surprise, not a surprise. Every time when it hits Wednesday i get very depressed because i have no lessons to look forward to until a new week begin. It is pathetically mundane. And i dread deadlines but i am hoping all these project will just end in a blink of an eye so that my life will be happier. It slapped me hard on my face to realise that i am super behind time for my dbis individual project. I am semi-giving up. Seriously, studying for something that i don't like is really a torture. Why did i choose my course? Because it had the best and widest job opportunities for me in the future. But what if i happen to fail to excel in the course? It's still the same. Back to square one. Life is tough. I have to persevere, not only till the projects end, but till i graduate. Hopefully by that time, I will graduate happy. On a lighter note, congratulations to JH for his successful admission to TP's Visual Communications! It's good that at least he's doing something he likes!

Arghh shall not complain further. Live with it.
And today i met my boyboy and he was annoying he kept playing DragonForce songs which are annoying, the band name sounds annoying alreadyyyyyyyy still play the songs?! hmphzzzz

and one by one fell sick.

i just recovered from all the horrifying symptoms! On sunday night i felt my throat itch terribly and then came the fluu attack. so i hurriedly went to bed in hope that everything will be gone the next morning, but i was damn wrong. I had slight fever plus cough plus a worse sore throat and an athletic nose(it runs so fast, i finished a pack of tissue in 5 minutes!) and a very very bad headache. I still made my way to school because i thought i was strong enough to last the short day. The bus trip was fine, some kind lady gave me her seat, not because i'm pregnant, i think she saw me struggling with the number of bags i had to handle and so she was being very nice! When i reached school, i was already 30 minutes late for the first lecture, so I stayed outside the LT to wait. I sat at the table and i felt very nuaaaa~ so i rest my head on the table. It felt unusually heavy that i just have to let it rest on something. i rest for a while and i thought half an hour passed, but when i look at my phone, it was only three fucking minutes. I couldn't take it anymore. I feel The stuffy yet I perspire cold sweat, so i called my mom to pick me up. And graciously she did in 20 minutes! As i was lying on my bed, my headache was so severe i had to toss about and i couldn't fall asleep peacefully. I cried and cried till i sleep. YES IT WAS THAT PAINFUL. And i woke up feeling damn happy because it was a freaking good 5 hours nap. Visited the doctor, nothing serious like a dengue or h1n1, it was just that my immune system was down. Hmm. Happy i fell sick before the chinese new year! I went home feeling much better and took a quick nap again. When my fever subsided, I straight away headed back to projects. You see how miserable my life is now? Persevere. One more god damn week and it's over.

^^

I need some serious shopping with my mom. And when i say with my mom, it HAS TO BE fruitful.

Oh and say hi to my new baby!

when the wind blows...

see, i told you i'll start blogging on a regular basis. Anyway, I am a balenciaga wallet richer now! Well, apparently it was a gift for my mom from my aunt, and my mom just can not appreciate BCG, so she gave it to me! I'm happier than a lark can be. Hmm, it's a sunday. Stay home again. I don't feel bored in fact i feel like i need to stay home. Too many weekdays spent out already. Plus i have a pile of work waiting for me to complete. Jeeezus! Hmm. I browse through my mom's shopping finds in Indonesia, pretty happy with some, and totally widened my eyes to the rest. Whut the hell is this mom. She bought me a PINK trench-coat SERIOUSLY?! Trench-coat in Pink is not cute. Not cute at all. PLUS i'm too young for a trench-coat! Seriously?! Sigh. My mom is like that. Nothing to say.

Time flies. I'm going to hit 18 already. And i still have no plans. ): But am definitely looking forward to all the events that's gonna happen this year. Getting my driver's license!, finally putting on braces, and daddy promised me a DSLR, chinaaaaa -.- , getting pass grade 5 theory and moving on the grade 7 practical finally..
omg i cannot wait

Blogging-Mood Deprived

I am so sorry for the lack of updates! I have been so busy with almost everything! Now today is a stay-home Saturday, I shall make use of this time to sit down and provide a proper update with my freaking average life.

School has been hectic, I really hate this period of time when the project deadlines are coming. It makes me so stressed up that i don't know what to do and end up doing nothing. Sucks to be me. But that doesn't mean i won't complete my work, I will when the actual pressure hits on me. A few weeks back, I witness NP in one of the IVP match and then became a supporter. It was such a long time since I felt so enthusiastic about a sports team. The last time was last year when i was still playing for Touch Rugby before i quitted. Well, NPVB team did pretty well, actually better than i expected and they got 3rd place for the competition! The last match was against SIM, which they(NP) played in the earlier rounds with and lost, but this time they did better and won. Which is a good achievement to me. I was so anxious during the last few minutes of the match. The scores were 23-23, 24-24, 25-25 can you imagine how my heart was about to jump out of my mouth when the scores kept catching up with each other?! ( The game normally ends at 25, but both teams were fighting hard so they ended up at a tie ) then 26-25 with NP leading. AND THE GAME ENDED WITH NP 27 to SIM 25.I cheered and clapped so hard that my hands turned red but it was worth. That night was memorable because i felt really really happy.

Oh did i mention how much i really want a closet revamp? Seriously I am on a tight budget for a closet revamp. Shall start chucking all the cartoon/words printed tees and polos one by one. hello mom? i'm 18 already. I need something cooler than this. I still am in a dilemma whether to buy AA's skater dress or not. Too much worries ( too revealing when worn, too short, too tight, too loose etc. ) Sucks to be not skinny and tall and blonde and white skinned. Ughz. You help me decide all right?

Billy and I are getting along fine now though we quarrel quite often over nothing these days. It's damn stupid. But we're good. I want to eat at Brozeit with him really soooon! * Hints *

Hope i did a good update on my life. I shall blog on a daily basis more often.
Bye Bye

Pretty Poon

AFU Aloysious

My Favorite Team!

Adorable Alison!

Pigs

Vincent the biggggest bully but star player uh

what i go to school for :)

a secret

1) I need to tell you a secret look at 5

2) The answer is look at 11

3) Don't get mad look at 15

4) Calm down dont be mad look at 13

5) First look at 2

6) Dont be that angry look at 12

7) I just wanted to say I love you.

8) What I wanted to tell you is.. THE ANSWER IS ON 14

9) Be patient look at 4

10) This is the last time I'm going to do this look at 7

11) I hope you're not mad when I say this look at 6

12) Sorry look at 8

13) Dont get mad look at 10

14) I dont know how to say this but look at 3

15) You must be really mad look at number 9

too many obstacles in between from me and you

love is tough

annoyed, irritated

trying very hard not to think that i just got stabbed in the back

i am scared

I’m scared. And I don’t say that often. But I can’t stand the fact that you could hurt me. I don’t like being this close, but I love it. You’re my everything and I hate it. Because you have everything you need to break me. And I’m not saying you will, but I’m scared. Because guys are all the same. And they all eventually break you.

i seriously don't know

i don't know why we all hang onto someting we know we're better off letting go. it's like we're scared to lose what we don't even really have. some of us say we'd rather have that something than nothing at all, but the truth is, to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all.

my heart shattered like as if a bomb has exploded inside

And suddenly my heart crushed into a thousand pieces. I wanted to sink into the floor and just die. Seeing you smile with her hurt more than any bullet could.

i like to be kept busy

you got my heart beating with those eyes. it was so hard to resist.

i've ransacked through our letters again.. and how it made me want to cry and smile at the same time to know how much you cared three years back...... i am depressed to know that we're more like best friends than lovers

VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVery Awesome

Today was goood. One of my favorite days in 2010. Oh well. I feel sparks in the air eh cynthia? Awwww (xinfinity) I am so happy because NP won, easily. But i am rather worried for the match on Friday because it's against TP and TP is one of the strongest and it makes me nervous. Oh well, no promises yet though. I cannot explain how i felt today. It was overwhelmingly good. I like it.

the little things you do simply make me laugh. you're really cute.

I can not wait for Friday. First it will be home alone without my parents and Second, the crucial match!

it's almost a week

and i've barely updated this space. I am back.

Life has been pretty much hectic as the way it is. Sometimes, I don't even know what i'm so busy with. Last week, I stayed back in school till night to support NP's volleyball. I am definitely da no.1 fan! Nevertheless, I get my own benefits as well :x My weekends were spent shopping with my parents in Chinatown. I barely last in that area for half an hour. Found myself riding a bus to Central for happier shopping. I only found myself this pair of nude colored shoes but the irony is that they do not carry my size anymore. It was definitely one of the FML moments. So i went home empty handed I hate to go home empty handed but still I did. Sunday was a stay home day for me. Definitely good because i spent hours exploring cable tv. You can call me a country bumpkin but seriously, my dad only managed to install it for us in 2010 like whoa! And then I had dinner with my favorite boy at Jalan Kayu's Prata House. He didn't like it, but it was still my favorite. After all, I grew up eating only the Jalan Kayu Prata since it was xamn near my place. Had a long good walk talking about anything and everything under the moon. He ended my night with the tightest hug i have ever received from him! I was mad happy. It was so sweet i felt like i might contract diabetes. (Quoted from Sengyau) But seriously the quote is cute right? Hmm. Monday it was back to school. I was zonked out probably due to the lack of sleep. I quarreled with Billy about nothing ( P.S We always do that fyi and end up talking in the morning as if nth happened ) the night before. School was a bore. End. And finally comes Tuesday which is today. School was a bore as well. Just that it hit me hard on my face to realise that there are submissions piling up week by week it scares the hell out of me I should start pulling up my socks. Hmm. I can not wait for tomorrow because it's wednesday and NP Volleyball is coming again and I will be staying back in school till late and i like it. Awesome. I am excited to sleep. So ciaoz

Not a single text message from you and it's killing me inside that i have to debate w myself wandering if you really bother or not.
love is tough

I mothefuckin am trying my best not to be paranoid ):

i hate to wait. this wait has been too long and it's unbearable. so painful that it's killing me day by day i think you've forgot. hahaha i feel so upset that i have to remind you that i expect a reply everytime. it's not as if you didn't have time.. you just didn't bothered.

love is pain

i feel injustice for her seriouzly? you're born a bastard i swear

Joke of the day : Jasmine is damn bloodeh skinny!
Hmm today was awesome because it was raining ( I was in a rainy day mood ) :) I wore my blazer out today I thought it looked pretty cute. B said i looked sexy hehehehehhehehe So anyway, i had 4 hours of lessons today only! Slacked my time away in the library ( super comfy!! ) with like a nice view ( inside joke ) with Cynthia Tiew! We are slaves of photobooth. It is that bad. After a good last few mins in the library laughing at korean variety show feat. MBLAQ(i love JOOON~) , we headed to the sports complex to support NP! Got 2 hot guys 1 is Billy and 2 is Oo.(Cannot Say :x) The match was very exciting but NP still lost due to several mistakes. I was disheartened when i shouldn't be but still, there's still a comeback chance! Hehehe will support them all the way worrrx. Tomorrow another short friday caz of open house! Shiok. Sherlock Holmes with Cheryl baby and then back to school for volleyball match! :) Right i hate how i blog today i am like a xiao mei mei/chao ah lian blogging ew x infinity!

6 January 2010, Wednesday

The highlight of today was having lunch with the cutest boy alive who got lost(as usual) on his way to meet me at Simei. This cute little boy took the wrong direction and ended up in Tiong Bahru?! It's the opposite of East zone k? I was like impatient but trying not to laugh because Billy was very pissed. Anyway we met in the end and had Eighteen Chefs! Hmm, how i missed my Cheese Baked Pasta in Spicy Tomato with Sausauges and a touch of Mushroom. Nice. Billy had curry baked rice. Lose to Pizza Hut lor sorry. anyway this was the highlight of today. now you know how bloody boring today is. it's one of the FML days... zzzZzzzz

5 Reasons Today Why You Should FML

1. I woke up late, as usual. FML

2. I failed my E-Business by 2 points. FML

3. I had a hard time undressing in toilet(s) due to my leotard. FML

4. My parents chided me despite my results. FML

5. You did not reply me, after so long. FML

expect the unexpected........ results!

It’s Tuesday and I am worn out because of the previous two late nights I had staying up to finish up last minute work. Hmm, gotta kick this habit it’s getting the better of me. So I have good news to share with the world. I got B for Database. Like hello? My worst subject ever and I actually passed and got B! And then my level of happiness doubled when I got a freaking 76/100 for econs. I was expecting a D because I wasn’t able to finish on time but I got a B+! I am such a happy girl today. If I pass my e business and Principles of Management, I managed to pass all my papers woah! That is only IF I pass the 2 other subjects. Teehee. Rwight I’m am waiting for billy’s match to start while typing this pretty much stupid post on how happy I am regarding my results. ^^ Peace out mofo

a wordy post for a long day be patient

the past few days were like the most awesome days of 2010 so far (LOL) because my cousins visited us in Singapore. In Singapore as tourists you can only shop seriouzly so i brought them around my favorite spots. My pile of clothes in my closet has been increasing ever since they arrived. Freaking awesome right! The last day of the stay in Singapore was spent in Sentosa. I was in Sentosa for freakin 10 hours. Before i was enjoying the sun(not really) at the beach with Baby&Gang,Cheryl and Kristin! Well, the weather was really good for some suntanning and volleyball but it was definitely not for a easily-tanned freak like me. As expected, i was black at the end of the day. Zzz. Hmm, the best part of the afternoon was when we sneaked in to Siloso Beach Resort for some high class swimming. It was so awesome like the chlorine water is herbal you know?! Right that i'm totally exaggerating but really, the place was good. It has a beautiful waterfall that we can enjoy free massive massage plus two kids slides( but we still used it anyway ) and a big pool plus a jacuzzi as bonus. Nice. We 3 girls of course had a long dip in the pool. Yummaye! After i reconciled with my family and we went around to tour Sentosa. My uncle paid a massive amount for our expenses (fuck the tickets for all the attractions blooooodaye expensive!) I exceptionally love LUGE. Yes i sound like a shuagu but it was my virgin time on LUGE and i like it. We went for the 4D Pirates it was xamn funny because it was ticklish for me and i was really scared of the spiders. Swear. And then we had a round on the tiger skytower and a nice performance by Songs of the Sea. Ended the day w 7 dollars laksa that prettty much sucked and then home sweeeeet home. School is now and it's boring boring boring. I seriously rather do the make it or break it exams than to be consistent everytime. ):

and i really wanna transfer school i have a bad feeling for TP.

cheapest whore ever( yes i have to use that crude word )

okay recently there's an uphill of people in my life that i totally loathe. They have like absolute valid reasons why they deserve to die. seriously? it's getting so disgusting that i even get goosebumps. I'm not just utterly disappointed with the wrong people i chose to befriend with, i'm also upset that things like that have to happen in my life. MY FUCKING AVERAGE LIFE. ewwwwxinfinity.
right i think i care a little too much but TBH this is getting disturbing i just feel like slapping you.

i can't wait for karma to do the domino effect on you,

but for now,

slaps*tight*across*your*!@%4!@%$!%@*face*

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The first day of twentyten, I....

I had an awesome start! Good morning 1 Jan! Well, I brought my cousins in hope to let them feel the stretch of Orchard Road initially but I realised we spend a good 7 hours in ION. That is a record, I swear. So, my cousin is a shopaholic. I like. ^^ I was jealous yet amazed by how un-hesitant she can be when she buy something. It was mindblowing she alone spent a 4 figure amount today. Of course i got my share of happiness. My aunt graciously treat me to a bag from Topshop damn chio to the max! Not expensive but still it was good. ^^ Mommy brought me on a shopping spree today. Hmm, i like. Today's like heaven seriously. As compared to yesterday at least. Tomorrow's round 2, I'll be bringing them to cheap shopping mega sprees. Hehehehe. right i am very excited. and tomorrow i'm gonna attempt to wear lace again. Hopefully i don't look too old ^^

right nights people. jasmine is a happy girl today.

happy twentyten babies

hello. new year's eve was pretty badly spent. Well i was sorta expecting something better, something with alcohol, something with people who get high. Well, I spent it with my relatives who just arrived from Indonesia. Headed to Clarke Quay for some Taiwan fine dining and ended dinner about 10. Went over the riverside to slackk but then the elders found it hot so we moved to Boat Quay in hope to find a suitable pub. Unluckily, all the pubs were full so we couldn't book a table. Headed back to the riverside to wait for countdown. Hmm, it sucks because we didn't get to see what we wanted to see - fireworks. totally standing at the wrong side. it was damn jinxed. I was pretty effed up that night because i was very much disgusted by some people, and it was so bad that i started disliking/loathe those people. ew~ For the first time i couldn't wait to go home straight because the crowd pretty much turns me off. And fuck the spray cans seriously. I had to give the finger seriously. they wouldn't stop. I swear my uncle and aunty and dad and mom were like shocked. But still they forgave me because i wasn't in the wrong in the first place. Home at 3AM had an awesome 12 hour sleep. ^^ I WAS EXCITED TO WAVE GOODBYE TO 2009. THE WORST YEAR EVER.