you have school, i don't have nehneenehneepoopoo

today i met up cheryl for shopping since it was 'off-day' for me! Before i left the house, i had a bad quarrel with my parents. It was annoying because it was. Seriously? I can not wait to be 21. Forever 21. Nevertheless, I left house with less than 10 dollars in my pocket and my 0 value ezlink (FML). We went to Topshop for some instant endorphins rush and i found nothing that i really really wanted. I don't know why the crowd today was a bore, thus we were bored today. Head over to town instead. Had my favorite noodles in town and then we wandered around some more. No camera, so no favorite pastime today. Home at 9.30PM instead of 8PM mwahaahahhaha i am goddess.

P.S I am happy i bought a very very adorable swimwear today!!!

i like days when all lessons are cancelled.

I'm having the day from hell,

it was all going so well (before you came)

And you told me you needed space,

With a kiss on the side my face (not again)

And not to mention (the tears I shed)

But I should have kicked your (ass instead)

I need intervention

Attention to to stop temptation to scream

'cause baby,

Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart

Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart

Gotta pick myself up where do I start

'cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart

Don't know where I parked my car

Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)

I put my faith in you

What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)

And not to mention (I drank too much)

I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)

I need intervention

Attention to to stop temptation to scream

'cause baby,

Can it be easier?

Can I just change my life?

'cause it just seems to go bad everytime

will i be mending another broken heart?

You lost passion, you really did

I need guidance to being independent

It gets upsetting to know that sometimes things you do were never meant for me
i can't believe you got worried about other people
just because they were alone

and when i was alone
where were you?
you never bothered that much about me because you think that i'm already yours and it doesn't matter but it fucking does

school's in and look who's happy

i definitely am not. i swear i'm still in my holidays mood. Sleeping at 3 every night without fail, waking up at 12. Have brunch ( that helps lose a lot of weight ) This holiday has been the best this year. I met up with almost all the closest friends i had. A pity i didn't get to see my primary school friends, neither did i get to see my secondary school classmates. But still it was nice to see all the familiar faces again! Right. The second part of the semester is always the worst because of the deadly project deadlines, project presentations and all these what nots. I am freaked out. Nevertheless i will allow that stress to get into me when the date is nearing. I am horrid like that. I can not wait for new year's eve because my cousins are flying down to Singapore to spend it with us! I can hear the dance floor moosic seriously. Hiak Hiak Hiak.

On a side note, my new year resolutions :
1) Lose fats ( In a sense that i look slimmer )
2) Up my GPA to increase my almost dim hope of getting into a local uni.
3) Have a closet revamp. Rid all my printed tees and whats not cool.
4) Spend money wisely
5) Exercise regularly

Naize. What's yours?

christmas party at your mama's house

the day started out bad because i received 7 messages from people who cannot make it. I can totally understand if people fall sick with high fever, but to those who confirmed but backed out last minute really pissed me off. ( i'm being unreasonable here ) but the thing is you should have informed me like a day before so i wouldn't cook your share to avoid food&money wastage. Right, i shall stop complaining and gulp down the anger in me.

on a light note, one thing i regretted about the party was i didn't doll up enough thus i look damn shagged & disgusting i felt so naked.

So, as I was bathing i received many calls to know that many had arrived. Cheryl, Kristin, Junheng, Sengyau, Cain, Gilbert, Delwyn were the first to arrive and the crowd remained the same for an hour plus. The rest were late >:( The rest consisted Billy, Marcus, Singwen, KokWee, HaoJie, Coleen, Terance, Debbie, Josie, and lastly Krystal. Dinner was good although plenty were wasted except the finger food. We then started to play games. The first one was pass-the-parcel which was proudly re-invented by yours truly. I made people kiss people, people dance, people get close with people, people get flicked on the forehead. I am so prouda myself. >:)

Next was Charades. I believed everyone had their share of fun in this game! Mary had a little lamb, The Movie Avatar, Micheal Jackson loves Georgio Armani, and all the rubbish themes we can come up with.

Drinking games were next. Many were trying to get high and a lil' tipsy. All of us had fun and we got exposed to some dirty secrets of certain people. What happen in my house, will remain in my house. ^^

Gift exhange ended the party at about 12.30AM. I hope all of you had your share of fun and food because i tried my best to make all enjoy already. Merry Christmas Y'all!

i am such a loser

i think i survived tumblr for a month only. seriously i had enough of it.
it started to disgust me how similar pictures are splattered everywhere on almost everyone's personal space
and it has became a gallery for pretty photos and not what it was meant to be for.
so i shall still keep my tumblr for pretty pictures but rant here about my almost meaningful life.

:)

let's put our hands and welcome back ____.